H.U.? from High School by Maggie Morgan

I don't wanna go back and read what I wrote to you
Last night or the night before that too
When I was lying in my hotel room
Wanting your hands on my body, you

Seems like you can't bring yourself to reply
To anything that I said that night
And part of me is glad that you might deny
What I told you when I was

Lying all alone, by the light of my phone
Jesus, fuck my cycle, for making me go
All nympho on you, when we both know
You never asked for me to ask for-

I know that there's no romance in this thing that is between us
And I'm sorry for getting attached to you regardless
But I am still in high school, and so desperate to hook up
And you live two blocks away,
So hey-

I might be trying to be someone that I am not
And that sucks a lot, but it doesn't suck as much
As I think it would, if I just went unfucked
And you only live two blocks away

I think we have may gotten off on the wrong foot
I know it seems like I am no good
At keeping my boundaries where they should
Be, I’m sorry If I ruined your vacation, I’m

Just looking for a better way to say
That when it comes to sex I don't think I’m okay
And I just want you to pay attention to me
And pin me up against a wall and

Press your hands into my neck, ‘tiIl I’m gasping hard for breath
Jesus, fuck my cycle, for making me want this
Or maybe it's just me, either way, I’m sorry
You never asked for me to ask for-

Oh, and I know, every time
I see your name on my phone I smile
Oh, and I don't know why
Cause you’re still you, and I’m still I

I know that there's no romance in this thing that is between us
And I'm sorry for getting attached to you regardless
But I am still in high school, and so desperate to hook up
And you live two blocks away,
So hey-

I might be trying to be someone that I am not
And that sucks a lot, but it doesn't suck as much
As I think it would, if I just went unfucked
And you only live two blocks away

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