aberdeen from tables & chairs by lungdove

I hope i die before i’m out of high school
Maybe i won’t have to deal with all my idols
Fantasized i was pushing a spike through my car window
Oh i know, i shouldn’t have said so
And at the library park
You had me hanging on your every word
Afterwards at the driving range
I started feeling strange
Felt like i had said everything you hate
I told you so, aberdeen
I fucking told you so
You’re real, you’re something i can’t wait to figure out
You’re real, you’re a puzzle i can’t put down (FUCK!)
I’ll leave, i’ll leave
The writing’s on the wall
I promise i’ll leave soon
I can’t answer when you call
And maybe when i’m dead and gone
I’ll finally get some sleep
When i was a ghost
I felt so alone
Without you by my side i was forced out to the cold
Mom blamed the kids
We were young, we weren’t innocent
She told me lies, fuck her for that
Fuck your prayers fuck your church hat
Maybe she’ll ask “why’d you leave?”
Like you did, you asked
“Where will you go?”
And i couldn’t answer, i didn’t know
Maybe i’ll head to oregon to be with val
Or hide in colorado
Burying my guitar to sing to you alone
Once it happens, where will I go?
Couldn’t stay with you
i’d burden you so
Thinking, if i tell val all this
She’d never let me stay with her, oh no
Heaven help me now
I need to leave this town
You helped me realize it
I lay awake hoping you never worry for me
If you hear these songs
If you’re wondering what i did wrong
Here’s it all

• Punk
• emo
• losercore
• sadgirl