5 Senses from Instar by Lilly Golden

I smell you in his car's air freshener, the same one you had in your rearview
And I tasted it on a stranger's lips, the chapstick you'd sometimes let me use
And I hear it in the songs that we used to listen to
And I have to turn them off, I guess it feels like the right thing to do

But somewhere I feel like you're watching and you're scoffing as my eyes are dry
Yeah, somewhere I feel like you're waiting for me to give you a second try

I feel you in the clothes that I borrowed but never returned
They're going to the thrift store tomorrow, it's better than being burned
And I see you in the art on my walls and I see you in the mirror
When I look at myself, I see all the ways you twisted my appearance

But somewhere I feel like you're watching and you're scoffing cause I'll never be her
Yeah, somewhere I feel like you're watching and you're scoffing cause I'll never be her
I'll never be her

No, I'll never be her
No, I'll never be her

And I like to pretend that you thought of us as equals
You see yourself as God and all of us, we're just people

And somewhere I feel like you're watching and you're scoffing at all the other girls just like me
But somehow I feel like I've landed right where I am supposed to be

• Pop
• indie
• pop
• singer-songwriter
• vocal
• Bennington