Just believe from Sick songs by lettuce

if i don't love God then i know i'm gonna suffer forever
if i can't make it past myself nothing good can really come after
why does doubt remain
i am fucked i am scared i'm evil
too proud to see myself among his people

and into the darkness we fall
here it's good and here not at all
there is a fear that love is gone
because i do everything wrong
and into despair we fall
existential nightmare crawl
this is the poison in my veins
ensuring sin will always reign

i don't know i don't know don't know how to believe
i want so badly for more than this concrete
oh to know that the pain ever mattered at all
and i could see you reborn perfect forever now

what's the deal? is this hell? where's the payoff?
guess i deserve it though for hoping this would pay off
cherry picking the lies till i hear what i want
desperation the engine of my sick heart

why are we born to die
despair descend and fry?
why are we born to die?
why can we fail?
what kind of fate is this?
what kind of fate is this?

whatever i believe was pumped into my system
all i really think is that i'm falling for it
pretty words
made up by some smug dick

if i don't love God then i know i'm gonna suffer forever
too proud to see myself
too proud to see at all

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