you win by LemonX

PLZ READ!!!!!

fine. you win. i've talked abt why i removed these songs tons of times. i've opened up abt my personal experiences, trauma, and why these songs are ruined for me. but for some of you, nothing seems to be enough. it hurt me as much as it hurt you to remove the songs. but at the same time, the sole existence of these songs are hurting me. but you don't care. so why should i? you want the songs? fine. have them. but the least you can do now is to stop asking me abt them. stop asking me to go back to this style. stop asking me to reupload them to streaming services. this should be more than enough for you, and i srsly dont think it is too much for me to ask.

if you reupload them anywhere else, i will take them down. i'm still working on blocking these songs from all streaming plats worldwide so don't try, and im saying that cuz even tho im sick and tired, i care abt u, and dont want yall getting ur yt channels n shit in trouble bc of copyright strikes.

however, some of you never cared abt me as an artist, you cared abt the type of music i was making. i can differentiate it. and atp, since some of yall aren't letting me move on, i simply do not give a flying fk abt anything abt this anymore. i just wanna leave these songs in the past. i just wanna heal from all the trauma that being in this problematic, shitty and godawful hyperpop community gave me. which is why im giving u what u crave so deeply.

these songs are a curse that will haunt me for the rest of my career under my regular artist name. these songs dont represent me as an artist, nor a person. and ig this goes to show that my musical versatility, while being one of my greatest gifts, it's also the greatest curse due to how this all ended. i would've gone back to rock regardless, but it was never my intention for these songs to get so big, and overshadow my real art. so yeah, now, plz stop. i don't want to have to keep asking over and over again.

~Loove