For Ryan from Bad Words by Leeah Natalia Collins

First off your soul intrigues me, You're so cute and i wish you lived near me
Am i too much? am i too goddam extra?
This song isn't about me, it's about the prettiest boy
Every time i receive a message from you i feel such joy

You were tired and are probably asleep by now
I thought about writing how i'm beginning to feel about you
On a piece of paper with an aesthetically pleasing drawing
And send it to you, but right now i just feel this doubt clawing
into my brain and telling me you're too much for me
It's telling me you feel sorry for me, please don't let it be the truth
I looked at you pictures and felt so warm
I'll enjoy thinking about your beautiful form
But maybe i shouldn't, perhaps i;m the only one who feels this way
Perhaps if we stopped talking and never met you'd be more than okay

I want to hug you and make you feel better
I never want you to be sad, i'll write you a letter
I'll always remind you of how great you are
Unless you don't want me to, in that case i'll be far
Imagine all the cool shit we could do!
Imagine how during hard times we'll make each other feel less blue
I want to take so many pictures of you, you're a work of art
I want to get to meet you, be able to hear your heart

And other cheesy ass things
I want us to become close beings.

• Alternative
• acoustic guitar
• folk
• indie
• singer-songwriter
• Cabo San Lucas