Lost Myself from DAD by Landon Wordswell (Prod. EYEMC)

Lost Myself Lyrics:

Lost myself

Verse 1:
Uh
And it happens like that
Live this rap life grab mics
Sacrifice stacks
gotta add spice - a seasoned veteran
A specimen that's never been a letterman - Ive let em in the fast life
Never fails - Quick to tell you the real
Played the cards I was dealt - about to tell you the deal
.. Im just a king in a stack - don't let that trouble fold ya
Never met a queen - just a couple jokers
Found my ace in a pot - about to bubble over
Double Dojah tokin' every potent potion Rollin' clovers
amnesty's divine find a family of mine
Former murderers and felons sellin' fantasies and rhymes
Looking at my life like damn I need a dime
But I want more than pocket change to handle me this time
Lost myself with some henny in my stomach
Fell in love & found my identity in a woman

Hook:
Trying to find mine
Trying to find mine
Trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
Find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
Find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
Find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine

Verse 2:
Uh
And it happens like that
Live the rap life grab mics
Sacrifice stacks, right?
Yea
Guzzle booze when I can't write
Damn fights tearing me apart every damn night
Text from the ex - telling me to swing by
Being pot & have another fling but I think not
Lost myself in this liquor and weed
The grip of defeat depletes peace
I'm pissed that I'm free
Sometimes I like a damn ball and chain
Water under the bridge & it dissolves the same
Went to war with our words and it's all in vain
I'm trying to help you heal - but the scares remain
I know I did that - I know I said shit
I know you packed your bags just to take them head trips
Lost myself - sippin henny for the heartbreak
Got depressed & found my identity in these hard days

Hook:
Trying to find mine
Trying to find mine
Trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
Find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
Find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
Find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine

Verse 3:
Uh
And it happens like that
Live the rap life grab mics
Sacrifice stacks, right?
Yea
Well my family hurtin'
Plus Landon's just another one of Anthony's burdens
stand with me
Thru insanity and vanity
If you say that you're a fan of me
I'm giving you a chance to see
The raw and the real
Not the flawless appeal
Sometimes I'm thoughtless and my heart gets the chills
Flawed individual
Lost and I'm miserable
The cost put a frost on my heart with residual
Side effects the product of a dollar with nada left
I gotta prep
papa gotta work & provide the rest
Stuck inside a lab or a cab or a vehicle
Ain't seen my son in a month but I need him though
Lost myself- sippin henny for the memories
My biggest fear is finding him not remembering me

Hook:
Trying to find mine
Trying to find mine
Trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
Find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
Find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
Find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine
I'm trying to find mine

[Outro hook]

• EYEMC
• Hip-Hop/Rap
• Jazz Hop
• Landon Wordswell
• Soulful Hip Hop
• chill hop
• underground hip hop
• Tampa