Faithless from Small Thoughts by Lake Saint Daniel

So it seems like the dream has come too late
Or is it just I’m now awake
If years ago you had asked me
How do you think you’ll spend your life?
Once your twenties have gone by
I would probably say
It would be great
To be away

But I remember how it was
When I started
Leaving for a living
Trying my hardest
To be anywhere but where I live
Holy shit
I’m getting tired of it
Not quite calling it quits
Feeling a bit faithless

And now there’s not a table left unturned
Just a few lessons left unlearned
Been thinking it’s fate
But that’s a lot thought to give
Something that could change in an instant
Guess I’ve been reading
Too much Stephen king
Now I don’t believe anything

But I remember how it was
As a kid
Sure that there’s good reason why
We exist
Wouldn’t mind a little more of that
confidence
Or whatever it is
I’ll take what I can get

If I’m exactly who I’m supposed to be
At this point
Then maybe that means
I wasn't given a choice
To be this fucking full of it
I admit
I’m sick of chasing my bliss
Don’t care what I might miss
Feeling a bit faithless

But hey today will soon be yesterday maybe by then my heart will change

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