I'm God! from Blue-shifting by Lady Lovelace

i can pretend i float above it
pretend that i'm a goddess
pretend that none of it gets to me
pretend i am who i wanna be

in the end, always a part of the grime
in the end, my glass is just as full of wine
it's just a narcissistic farce by which i live my life

i'm god!
i swear to myself
i'm god!
i live above hell
i'm goddamn sick of being unwell
i'm goddamn sick of being myself


get this blood! get this blood out!!
i gotta get this blood out of here
get this blood! get this blood out!!
i gotta get this blood out of here

i can change my soul, change my brain too
i swear that i can be beyond you
get it out, get it out now
i've gotta get this sickness out of here


i was born in a hole too deep to see the sun
i tried to dig right out, but i couldn't tell up from down
i was born a stupid bitch and a coward and a gun
so i sit inside my cave, knowing it can fall, it can be undone

get this blood! get this blood out!!
i gotta get this blood out of here
get this blood! get this blood out!!
i gotta get this blood out of here

i can change my soul, change my brain too
i swear that i can be beyond you
get it out, get it out now
i've gotta get this sickness out of here

i need a lobotomy!!
get it out! out! out! out! out!
you're way too near to me
get it out! out! out!

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