Backwards from Itch This by krøss kancel

backwards fowards on exploring the borders
of everything i want everything i need
lethal doses of my own emotions
seep into my dreams and paralyze me

i pick myself up off the ground
i keep telling myself no im not backing down
i keep telling myself this is still yet to come
i keep telling myself its darkness before the dawn

im moving backwards
and yet im made to believe im moving fowards
just chasing my dreams
but ill be just who i wanna be
without your controlling
controlling me

toxic thoughts would make me easily drop this
but i wont shift my step so theres nothing to regret
im broken and coping with this broken emotion
i kept blaming them when the doubt came from within

no more dirty white lies that i keep telling myself
this time im gonna try
im not just telling myself this is still yet to come
i keep telling myself its darkness before the dawn

im moving backwards
and yet im made to believe im moving fowards
just chasing my dreams
but ill be just who i wanna be
without your controlling
controlling me

i will be seen and be heard
and they will hang on my every word
and i will break free from the chains
and be anything you throw in my way
i will be seen and be heard
and they will hang on my every word
and i will break free from the chains
and be anyhting you throw in my way

• Alternative
• Hyperpop
• Punk
• alternative rock
• breakcore
• pop
• Centralia