Father.exe from Digital Brutalism by Korfian

You’ve been turning insecurity
Into superiority
And you disconnected
From your own desires

So I neglected all my needs
To satisfy them as they please
Counterfeit tinder
Betraying my own fire

My impersonation of you
Taking control
But I can’t take back

All the years I wasted
Trying to be
The partner I will never be
I denied myself
For everyone
I was trained to judge,
Compare, control
But when I let go of it all
I realised I had
No power at all

You’ve been conditioned
To compare yourself
But that was so unfair
Validation doesn’t come
From the outside

That’s why I evaluate my worth
Based on some
Random people’s thoughts
Counterfeit tinder
Betraying my own fire

My impersonation of you
Taking control
But I can’t take back

All the years I wasted
Trying to be
The partner I will never be
I denied myself
For everyone
I was trained to judge,
Compare, control
But when I let go of it all
I realised I had
No power at all

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