subspace by killedherself

I created this album during the peak of a depressive episode, during a time when I felt repulsed by myself, my creations, and life in general. It was important for me to force myself to express this in the moment, even when working on anything felt like pulling teeth. Subspace is the most raw and pure representation of my illness.

~̵͇̖͆̈́͑̊̃̆̇̀̍̅̀̍̀̈͘͝ ȋ̷̢͔̺̰͉̹͔̭̣̪͚̳̜̣̤̥͚̲͈͉̪̲̐̔͗̚͝t̸̢̛̟̎͆͋͑̓̅̇͗́̐̄̈͊͗̑̀̂̓͐̇̑͑̕̚̚̚͠s̴̡̧̱͍͔̬̯̯̰̲̦̦͇̥̤̜̙̑̑̍̋̀̿̊̅̐̂̅̚͜ơ̶͍͌̍̈́̔̉̐̏̾̉̒͂̎̉̌̓̍̓͗̍̑̆̏̔̈́͌̈̚̚̕̕k̵̢̢̨̢̡͓͚̖̙͙̩̘̝̞̮̟̤̠͔̪̭̟̭͈̗̹͓̯̗͍̬̃̇͊͋̑͒̾͊̃̽͒̚͜͠͠͝



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