Arrow from Homebound by Kasey Apollo
Tracklist
| 9. | Arrow | 5:50 |
Lyrics
He tells me: "This is what you wanted
A solace from all your misery.
I'll shoot you and you'll see:
As you forget all of your feelings."
Is that it? Is that the solution to everything?
Would it even make me happy?
Or would it cause him more suffering?
Crumbling. Is this what I need?
A way to take this curse from me?
I'd make a choice but you see
Is that how I want this to be?
Before me stands a god of love
who doesn't understand a thing
Or how much he means to me.
He's starting to mean everything.
My existence could be fading but I'd take a leap of faith
Just for me to take a bullet so he'd remain safe.
But I won't take an arrow like this
Not if I can do something about it.
Even if I am falling and I know I'd die
I wouldn't regret this choice for as long as I'm alive.
I would rather remain cursed than to leave this love behind!
I reject, refuse, decline. Understand, Cupid:
No matter what happens here
I accept the pain and ignore my fear
I've found a home here.
I can't risk losing everything that I've worked for.
As I break this arrow in two,
Just know this is no betrayal toward you
But this is what I must do.
My existence could be fading but I'd take a leap of faith
Just for me to take a bullet so he'd remain safe.
But I won't take an arrow like this
Not if I can do something about it.
Even if I am falling and I know I'd die
I wouldn't regret this choice for as long as I'm alive.
I would rather remain cursed than to leave this love behind.
