40 from Homebound by Kasey Apollo
Tracklist
| 4. | 40 | 6:00 |
Lyrics
How am I supposed to trust you when I can't trust myself?
How dare I love you when I have somebody else?
Maybe when you got close I should've got up and turned away
But I just can't do that, it's addicting when you start to act this way.
I listen to your heartbeat when we are getting close,
It's beating fast now, but it's the sound that I love the most.
My face turns beet red, my smile is so sore,
But gods, I love this moment and I'd love even more.
Your calloused hand desperately caressing my face like this:
It's so warm, so familiar, it's something I'd hate to miss.
It's thoughts like these I should be running -- running from,
But I fear that if I lost these my heart would go numb.
Feel the scars that brisk on both of our -- our bodies
And I swear I can see what you think.
Closer still to the person that I -- I want to be
And closer to the fleeting feelings surrounding me.
Why doesn't this happen when I'm with him?
When I'm around you I can breathe again.
Why is it getting harder to see you as a friend?
It's almost as if I had always known.
What would it cost to leave it alone?
When he's gone, you make this place feel like home.
