PTSADHD from Bomb Songs by Just Reuben
Tracklist
| 1. | PTSADHD | 3:37 |
Lyrics
The moment you were born you were placed in front of a screen, 10 minute clips of flashing lights and high pitched screams, forced into a room told to shut up and sit still, if you could not comply they force fed you pills
10 years old what the hell is wrong with you
Keep looking out the window instead of looking inside school
Now your 18 and its time to graduate, ain't gotta future smoking weed and loving to skate, Uncle Sam shows up, boy I gotta thing for you, ya tough enough to be a grunt? Ya got something to prove?
So you shave your head and you signed the dotted line
You bought a cheap ass ring and asked baby will you be mine
A few months pass and you've earned your cord of blue, where would ya like to go but you don't get to choose, you and your brand new wife are on your honey moon, you get a call its been cut short deployment has been moved
72 hours and your boots are on the ground
Your first day in country and ya hear an awful sound
4 years later you gettin out you done your time, you lost some friends divorced your wife, at least you have your mind, not sure what is wrong but now you're drinking bottles dry, instead of barbecues your locked your room on 4th of July
23 years old what the hell is wrong with you
Keep lookin over your shoulder it feels like yer being pursued
Now you struggle to relate with those your age, you don't think that you're better just on a different page, ever job you find is so hallow and so empty, you miss your boots, miss your crew, your whole identity
Floating through this fake ass world you feel so out of place
Pack up your ruck this fucking sucks don't look back just walk away
Years pass on by nothing really changed, rambled across this continent found no one that could hang, you've done your best with what was left of this life you had to live through, restin easy feel the breeze got nothing left to prove,
Your hair is long found solace in song everything is fine
Ya got a bottle ya got a bridge left alone to rest your weary eyes
