hemlock by June Henry

I'll talk to u till my teeth rot
it never takes very long i
try my best to just clear my head and not think of what ive done wrong
days like this i wish my pillow could hug me back and i
could live in the constant comfort of clean sheets after a nyquil bath
as my eyelids flutter
i slowly forget the cause of my sinking
slowly forget the sound of ur laugh
i think of u till the dreams stop and i find more detailed emotional pitfalls
try my best to not think of u holding me all night long
youve got this way with words
how u never use em w me anymore im
sorry for being sorry im
sorry for trying to hurt you the way that i hurt
sorry for being so angry i always thought i could make it work

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