Something Real from Disarray by Jonathan Stonehocker

Been riding this train for a while
Going nowhere for miles and miles.
I stare out the window to see
But my eyes are closed to what I could be

I don't wanna live just to die
I know that there's more to be found inside
I don't wanna feel just to cry
Maybe I should open up my eyes.

I want to feel something real
Don't wanna lie to myself it won't help
I want to love someone who
can get me through the highs and the lows
I don't care what it takes!
I don't want to break!
I won't be afraid!
I'm no prisoner to shame.

I'm trapped in my mind all the time
But when anyone asks me I'm fine
The man In the mirror
is not who he used to be

I don't wanna live just to die
I know that there's more to be found inside
I don't wanna feel just to cry
Maybe I should open up my eyes.

I want to feel something real
Don't wanna lie to myself it won't help
I want to love someone who
can get me through the highs and the lows
I don't care what it takes!
I don't want to break!
I won't be afraid!
(Won't be afraid)
I'm no prisoner to shame.

(Whoa…)

• Alternative
• Christian
• Electronic
• Rock
• alternative rock
• chill
• pop
• Evans