Traps from Self-Hatred by JMAA

One day I would like to be a mother
It's complicated, I'm trying so hard
I just need to feel that inside me
Would I like it to be that hard

The baby kicks, I want to feel that
Nurture a creature 'til I barely walk
Is it OK if I raise my gremlin
As if it was my own damn self

But then I fall, I cannot do it
The days go on and I'm still here

One day I thought of wanting to be pregnant
It's complicated, I don't have the means
I just need my baby
Am I just the right mom for them

The baby cries, she's just like her mother
Eating a big fat cock or shit
It's not OK if I miss this chance
Of not being hopeless for my own parents

But then I fall, I cannot do it
The days go on and I'm still here

I just want my baby

I just want my baby

I just want my baby

I just want my baby

But then I fall, I cannot do it
The days go on and I'm still here

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