Meth from Dear Diary by Jealous Jester.....

METH

I want to quit

Muscles are rigid I can’t wind down
Stuck solid like a statue I stay
Every muscle seized
With a poison I eat in a capsule
Disease
Creative mind creative life
Good friend died and left me so high
I’m trapped in a body that won’t move
I’m abused and confused this game I’m gonna lose

Killing myself from all sides
Killing myself just to get high
Sit in a red throne and cry
Tears fall down as I say goodbye
To a life that’s rotting
Burning out my ashes all will be forgotten
All will be forgotten
All will be forgotten

Craving the needle
Plant the seed of the the devil
Evoke the beast
Yeah Ha Ha
Imagine a sickal
Grow the crop of the demon
Watch your brain swell as you enter your own hell
On and on
On and on
On and on
Your sanity’s prolonged
Where you from I can’t remember
December it’s a permanent winter
Splinter the shards another pin prick
Your body craves another fix
Slowly enter the placenta
It’s time for the adventure
Hiss hiss all I hear is hiss
Brain straining hallucinate like this
Brought on by a damage a habit
Masturbate for hour and hours

Listen!
Break the ice
thoughts scattered
Sounds like your brain is being splattered
Shattered into a million pieces
That’s the hiss
That’s the hiss

So where should I run to today
Dismay
My body’s made of clay
Chalk scrape and scratch
Burning cigarettes match after match
Thinking of ex girlfriends and such
Thinking of how I fucked it all up
Pluck another hair from myself and burn it
Running out of hair skins prefered it
Why can I not find myself inside
Why can I not find the light inside me
When did all this damage begin
Why can I not look at life with a grin
Anything I can do to forget
Look back on my life with so many regrets
Try to find the strength in me
It’s so cloudy here i just can’t see

I want to quit

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