unreliable from amends by Jai Mohan

tonight i'm gonna take every pill in my room
they'll fix me right up, i'll be better than you
and i'll drink every bottle that i bought this afternoon
and stay in bed til i stop breathing

i lost another friend that i made so long ago
'cause i cancel half of the plans i make
i'm the most unreliable person i know
except for when i'm making all my old mistakes

i've got one lover left and i'm sure that they'll leave me
when they get tired of the things in my head
i've got seventy servers that are never gonna grieve me
but i'm sure they all wish that i was dead

tonight i'm gonna take every pill in my room
they'll fix me right up, i'll be better than you
and i'll drink every bottle that i bought this afternoon
and stay in bed til i stop breathing

since the day i was born i've been grieving

my element was always fire not stone
so unbecoming of a Capricorn
i was the air like music in the saddest songs
drop me in water like a bath bomb

erase my broken heart
i fall apart
and i fall apart
i fall apart

and i fall
and i fall apart
i fall apart

tonight i'm gonna take every pill in my room
they'll fix me right up, i'll be better than you
and i'll drink every bottle that i bought this afternoon
and stay in bed til i stop breathing

since the day i was born i've been grieving

• Alternative
• classical crossover
• indie pop
• queer
• singer-songwriter
• vocal
• New York