little death from night verses by Jai Mohan

suicide and i
we're been in an on-and-off-relationship for the last decade or so
each time
it feels like i lose my mind when he takes me home

we're meant for each other like water and fire, like earth and the
brilliant blue sky
suicide and i

and i'm a little bit out of it right now
i know there's music but i can't hear the sound
is it over yet
and i'm a little bit out of my own brain
he's gonna take away my pain
the little death

suicide and me
when he shows up at the door i never quite know what to do
so i agree
that it's all my fault when the floor falls through

we're meant for each other like whiskey and ice,
like a magnet sticking to a knife
suicide and i

and i'm a little bit out of it right now
i know there's music but i can't hear the sound
is it over yet
and i'm a little bit out of my own brain
he's gonna take away my pain
the little death

but it's been a while since he came around
maybe it's too far for him to travel to the new home i found
and the years have changed me, oh it's been so long
i wonder if this is our breakup song

and i'm a little bit out of it right now
but i can hear myself, i hear the sound
it's almost time
and i'm a little uncertain how this goes
but i think i know
i'll be fine

• Alternative
• classical crossover
• indie pop
• queer
• singer-songwriter
• vocal
• New York