Regression from under maintainance by jad3_suzuya

its so hard to come by
i cant be transparent
need to get shit off my mind
the fear inside keeps talking and it makes me paralyzed
idk how to define be regressing all the time

i can tell you that my beings under maintenance
everyday look 4 reasons 2 have faith within
want this all to js be easy i cant take this shit
cant be looking at the tv it js makes me sick

i dont wanna fallback wait do u feel me
i may need a callback hey could u hear me
deal w paranoia feeling that they’d get me
i thinking all back all up in my history

i miss my old friends i wish they were with me
swear i been a fool think i got too fuckin silly
dealing with the pain im js waiting for the healing
for now i js sit here w this empty feeling

ima wreck
ima mess
cant be wrong
so come correct
all this stress
in my head
nothings real
still im upset
number one
tho not the best
this aint fun
lemme catch my breath
i done got alot that i confess
go back to the old ways i regress