#numb from under maintainance by jad3_suzuya

im so damn exhausted
im too fuckin trapped inside my head i fuckin lost it
ima watch my back b4 they put me in a coffin
i wont be no victim i cant be nobody target

on another breakdown
oversaturated dont know what is fake now
ion give two fucks bout nun yall can say now
indecisiveness my mfn plague now
everything i do is for my fuckin sake aye

i just need a vacay
whats it gonna take aye
cant communicate
cause shit is just hard 2 explain aye
unstimulated like im never entertained aye
i just pride myself too much i cannot catch a break aye

swear my brains my biggest hater and idk why
why is it that i gotta resist this aint my fuckin plight
too much of anything can make a good man turn so blind
why im so defensive idk its juss my fight or flight

if i am a dick im sorry it just dont feel alright
im up by my lonesome think the high is lasting all night
need u 2 get closer u the one who i can call like
do i have permission just to spill whats on my own mind

I just wanna knooooww yea
are u the one 2 callllll yea
I'm closer 2 da faaaalllll yea
I feel nothing at alllll

no.

I'm so numb
I'm so numb
I'm so numb
I'm fuckin done
I'm fuckin done
I'm fuckin done