cherry sours from cherry sours by Whirly Birds

cut my hair off this fall
pluck out my eyebrows, stuff me into this tub
mutilate my untouched skin
your hands are so perfect and i'm fucking terrified of them

i want to fall into the arms of god in unmarked woods
let creation take me deeper into the dirt
and the perfect day is when i'm five playing in grass with my friends
but now all i see is postcards and photos reminding me of its end

i still feel like you're right here
my body's tethered to your house
living means learning how to let this distance dry my tears
tear my fingers off!

mom said i'll do it before i turn 30 if i keep on living the way that i am
i'm sorry for missing her text, calls, and voicemails
i hate that you understand

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