So Much from Growth 4 by It's Ashton Martin
Tracklist
| 6. | So Much | 2:40 |
Lyrics
(gotta keep ya head up even when fed up...) yea (gotta keep ya head up even when you fed up)
LLJ..we miss you(gotta keep ya head up even when you fed up) ..LLM..to my fam stay strong. I know it feels like...
(Hook)
It’s so much, so much, so much, so much, so much so much, on my brain
So much, so much, so much, so much
like how much you think I can take
Ain’t runnin’ from no problems rather run to it
Holdin’ all this pain got me numb to it
Ain’t runnin’ from no problems rather run to it
Holdin’ all this pain got me numb to it
(Verse One)
I’ve been holdin all this...look..ay..ay..ay
I’m just givin’ it all I got until my cells die out (until my cells die out)
Done cried so many tears I think my well dried out (I think my well dried out)
Take a trip thru this hurt, let me take you for a ride (foreal)
Puttin’ fam up in the dirt, I see they face up in the sky (I see it)
Think I left my problems in Solid, still searching for a home (nah)
Had to keep pushing regardless, they ain’t given out no loans
this that get back..(Get back)
For all the times when I was down and out (Yah, Yah) and they would sit back
Tryna work it out, and I ain’t worried bout no six pack
Fam I know you feeling all alone today (I know)
But wit me, you got brother, that’s just one call away
You lost your mother and we lost our grandparents too (foreal)
Just know I’m here , trust me girl..aye, we gone make it thru
Losing Jay made it all pile on top of each other
This world will never love us, man all we got is each other (believe it)
What you know bout tryna stay strong for everybody else
Puttin a fake face on when still you hurtin yourself
(Hook)
It’s so much, so much, so much, so much, so much so much, on my brain
So much, so much, so much, so much
like how much you think I can take
Ain’t runnin’ from no problems rather run to it
Holdin’ all this pain got me numb to it
Ain’t runnin’ from no problems rather run to it
Holdin’ all this pain got me numb to it
(Verse Two)
Look..yea..I just..look...ay...look..ay
This ain’t no gimmick see
Words come out from out the inner me
Even if you can’t relate I bet you feel energy (let’s go)
Yea
Eyes to the sky cause the only one that’s healing me
Would ask the Lord why, but I know he see the bigger piece (Yah,Yah,Yah)
set yo pride to the side
you and I can realize
That system keep our mind runnin’ in circles
Spent our whole life tryna survive
same thing that divides
All these lines keepin’ us from reaching our purpose
I wrote this with the tears of our mother now (uh huh)
It’s 2020 and we still gunnin’ our brothers down (uh huh)
Wow
I was lost for a sec, had to find myself
Great man, I just had to go remind myself
It’s so much







