The Outside from Indigo by HËS

VERSE I

When I was feeling at my lowest
Mama no longer there, only fam was Ed and Lois
Least, that's what it felt like
My best friend gone, everything felt wrong
So all I had was the homies,
Felt the fam ain't understand
My trials to be a better man
Thought I had a game plan
But the team bailed on me
And as the money start to dip
So did faith
Lost my girl being selfish
Feeling helpless at the rock bottom
Lost the house, lost the dog
These my top problems
And I was too scared to face em
(Sing) All these pains, man I wish I could erase ‘em
All I could do was pray to God
Far beyond tears, couldn't put on a facade
He let me know that enough was enough
Once you hit the bottom, only way to go is back up

CHORUS

When looking from the outside
Trying to find where I went wrong
Found the things that I believed
Were holding me back for so long
Then I changed my vision
I see different
Now those chains are gone
When looking from the outside
Now I can move on

VERSE II

Feeling fresh as a Baptism
Found momentum in my movements, they'll never say that I lack rhythm
Took a chance to see my life face to face
Now I give me an embrace
Instead of turning away
Learned that's been my position for a long time
From the outside looking in,
Knew it was time for a changed mind
Changed thoughts, changed steps, trajectory's aimed to create a great "what's next?"
Connected with my worth, with my soul, I know when I get to go
Then the world could go, too
And I am the needed proof
(Sing) Had to stop the chatter in my mind
That began to define a man I wasn't at all
I once was blind
But now I see
And my life is all up to me

CHORUS

• Alternative
• Hip Hop
• Hip-Hop/Rap
• Indie
• Pop
• Soul
• New York