Vibrator from Quartered by Hello Whirled

pressure building up for days
can't hold back to stay away
slowly approaching the golden low
shaking inside
really want to hide
stretched out my hand to take a shot
but I think the effort died

you don't know how much you care
until she's really there

long internal struggle to see if I'm too scared
to accept that there was zero chance
to avoid the sweet dead air
a quick decision to be made
could have stayed silent and stayed away
I thought by now I’d have matured
I thought I could have finally learned

open arms to greet a friend
if I’m willing to pretend

she doesn’t care
why should I mind?
it wouldn't be the first time
that I let bad faith combine
but it's okay
I’ll see her another day
what feels like Rubicon for me
doesn’t really have to be at all

now the vibrating can die
don't have to say goodbye

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