gutted from mobile home by heliogabale

i ’m dead. i ’m cold to the touch and the dogs bark at my back and the day curdles and i feel sick and all of everything is my enemy. snakes and plaster cracked serpents on rivers of black. a map of heaven. i wish i could die twice. in the flowering seed of softness and the demon sidearm embrace me again, and god only knows how i ’ll be remembered because now i remember nothing nothing. i am lonely without knowing not lonely and i curse every shitty and crooked moment spent with strangers in bars and cafes smoking cigars and hating them for stealing from me what they could never get from me. God damn me God damn me God damn me.

• Alternative
• Eugene Robinson
• French rock
• band
• cabaret rock
• french
• heliogabale
• noise
• noise rock
• noisy
• paris
• sonic
• Paris