ALLIANCE from Alliance (EP) by Hehi Downside

(Let's do a test...)

I need to reconnect with me
I just want my life back like I never had it the first time
give me a way to embrace the bars of my cage, intertwined
should I embrace the bars of my cage?
[Interfine / intefine / indefine]
convince me to give away everything until this is nothing anymore
relay this cadence in dreams
peeling away the layers of my mind I thought was me
until there is nothing but me
nothing but me to find
keep me alive
trying to find my soul
interlocking the bloody fingers of my own two hands
these weeds I've tread on for years know the secrets I'm now forced to find
I've never felt like my life was really mine
I always wanted my own life
what it's like to live by my own mind
I was taught to lie to survive but
if I can't speak the truth I would rather die.
(the sun shining through dark clouds)

I'm just trying to get this music out before I die. I probly won't make it but - my only option is to try.

I say it for me, for the first time I make my own decree - I say it for me
I know you'll misunderstand so I've accepted I would rather be free

maybe I just wanna get carried away with you

ya see, both are me
both having experiences simultaneously
it's not just one self - it's an alliance of selves
they don't conflict - just different faces of the same infinitely-sided coin
that is me
smiling greatly

• Metal
• bedroom recordings
• bedroomcore
• djazz
• progressive metal
• psychedelic metal
• Georgia