Nervous Hands from Displaced by hatteras
Tracklist
| 2. | Nervous Hands | 2:38 |
Lyrics
You found me in pieces. I was disconnected and withdrawn from life. Clear thoughts through a clouded mind are self destructive, as I pushed away the world one love at a time. As I further distanced myself, these walls meant to keep it all out began to redefine the lines between my life and my former self. And until now I let them win. If I can't erase all this doubt, then the best I can do is ignore it for now. Because I am tired of this life on a shelf, and of searching for something in vain that can never be found. I'm too guarded to trust. I'm too selfish to love, and far too critical of everything and everyone. Including myself, especially myself. I make excuses why I can't instead of sorting them out. So this is the first step and with nervous hands, I'll turn dreams into tangible plans. And the only difference there is between now and the past is that I'm finally waking up. My eyes are open and I finally feel alive. It felt safer to keep it all at arms length. I remember a time when I felt like I was an empty shell, but now I'm coming back to life.
