Ambivalence by Talvekoidik
TALVEKOIDIK . Ambivalence . cd/digital . HANDS D328
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Can you believe it has been six years since “Within and Beyond“, TALVEKOIDIK’s magnum opus? We know the follow-up has been eagerly anticipated by many, so here we go: “Ambivalence“ is an exploration of contrasts and nuance, where the artist navigates between serene introspection and dissonant complexity. With this release, he embraces the subtle tension of emotional dichotomies—a sonic journey that is at once delicate and unsettling.
The album opens with “Hyperbole”, a composition rather than a track, weaving together the thematic essence of the record. TALVEKOIDIK presents careful, introverted soundscapes that define “Ambivalence”. This leads into “Disheartened”, where melancholic drones and loops meet the sounds of nature, accompanied by pensive keys that set a sombre tone - only to be shattered by a wall of distortion as reality crashes in. Serenity is drowned in an unforgiving tide of sound, leaving only echoes of something irreversibly broken. On “Ashamed“, brittle rhythms waver between fleeting joy and a sense of self-betrayal, a subdued reflection on fractured identity and emotional isolation. This tension spirals into “Self Sabotage”, a track marked by cinematic grandeur. Yet beneath the orchestrated elegance, celli moan like rusted saws gnawing through the corpus of stability - brute force in the form of a mind turning against itself, severing all ties until only isolation remains. The question lingers in “Will I Love the World Someday”, a minimal and quiet piece where naturalistic percussion creeps in like shadows of possibilities never realized. That uncertainty gives way to “A Singular Moment of Bliss”, where dark electronic textures and eerie choirs converge to create a mournful beauty - an echo of something lost before it could be fully grasped. The cinematic atmosphere returns with “Help Me Scream”, now bleaker and rawer - an unfiltered release of inner turmoil and the emotional climax of the album. “Leave It All Behind“ delves deeper into unease, as drones and distorted electronics stretch out into a soundscape of detachment and decay. Finally, the journey comes to rest in “TrancEnd“, a lush ambient finale that dissolves into fragile tranquility - not a resolution in the classical sense, but a quiet acceptance of everything that came before.
TALVEKOIDIK’s signature use of intricate sound design and layered atmospheres ensures that “Ambivalence” is not just an album to be heard, but to be felt - an immersive experience for those who seek beauty in complexity and the unspoken.
Tracklist
| 1. | Hyperbole | 23:56 |
| 2. | Disheartened | 5:39 |
| 3. | Ashamed | 7:15 |
| 4. | Self Sabotage | 4:52 |
| 5. | Will I Love The World Someday? | 7:02 |
| 6. | A Singular Moment Of Bliss | 5:00 |
| 7. | Help Me Scream | 5:07 |
| 8. | Leave It All Behind | 5:29 |
| 9. | TrancEnd | 6:40 |
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HANDS - label for electronic music and art since 1990. HANDS is a pioneering label for contemporary electronic music, presenting artists from all over the world. The covered genres extend beyond the core business of Rhythm'n'Noise into the areas of IDM, Drum & Bass and Breakcore, Minimal Techno, Ambient, Electronica and Sound Art.