Oops! from Gusman by Gusman

Gus didn’t get away, he refused to do it; so I had to kill him. Oh dear friends, I’m sorry. Grabbed him with a kitchen knife, and buried it in his left eye. He just shouted as a girl, but I laughed like I never did. If I could only describe the scene, those images will never fade away. The screams were very loud; were his or mine?
It’s gotta be done, we must die now. Maybe he’ll go to heaven, but I won’t. I don’t have an excuse for what I’ve done. Everything was an absurd feeling I had from the beginning. Please God, forgive me for being such a murderer.
Anyway; we all make mistakes. I may not have know what I was doing? I was blinded by greed and stupidity! I wonder how the story was through Gus’s eyes. I’m sure he had laughed at such ridiculous tale; but that doesn’t matter anymore. Our lives have been taken, and now life will seem like a waste of time. While I watch you die, I’ll bleed to death, and slowly the pain will get away; slowly everything will fade away... away...

• Experimental
• psychedelic rock
• Aguascalientes