Dishes from Ugly II by growing stone

She said there’s nothing I could say that would make her like me less
But I was watching what I said like some green Tonight Show guest
She said the dishes piled up cuz she’s depressed
But they were clean she just hadn’t put them away yet

I fell more in love with every joke at my expense
As soon as she stopped being polite I knew exactly what that meant
She was sweet without the drag of earnestness
She was trying not to smile

Got me going against my nature
Bouncing off the sidewalk, saying hi to strangers
And I think that I’m in danger
But I don’t care, I don’t care, I don’t care

You said there’s nothing I could say that would make you like me less
But I was glazing over going through the mental Rolodex
Focused where the wall and ceiling intersect
I could try to be the guy

I can’t stay in character when you come in that hot
The table’s crooked, let me fix it
Let me try to make the shot
Fuck that coke straw, I’ll be everything he’s not
Man, I was going off the script

Got me going against my nature
Got me turning myself back into a stranger
And I think that I’m in danger
And I care and I care and I care

Sometimes it all feels so amazing
And sometimes I feel just like dirt
This time I won’t go out guns blazing
This time, think I might just get hurt

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