philophobia from philophobia by grabyourface

I feel in black and white
It's been a while i haven't felt in colours

I'm getting a feedback in my head
Of the mistakes I've made, resonating shrill in the back of my skull

The noise
The constant noise of indifference

The impossibility to feel
Drilling my brain

Whatever my throbbing heart asks
I have to refuse

Cause it is mistaking black and white for real life
Getting excited, fast excited, fast compromised
For a darker, more contrasted shade of grey

No colours
No colours
I feel cold
Cold
All I feel is cold

I touch people
But all I can feel is empty
But all I can feel is empty

I touch them with colours
But I only receive black and white
Black and white

And I remain
Empty
Grey
Cold

Philophobia
Philophobia
Philophobia
Philophobia
Cold.

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