WANNABE from WANNABE by goodnight girl

I wanna try to be real
The feelings I try to feel
Although I'm undefined,
I feel so very alive

I try to put them away
But they get louder every day
So what's the point to delay
Getting my message out:

Staring, at the mirror thinking
This is just enough for me
Trash the makeup I've been skipping
They'll just deal with how I'm living

Who gives a hoot if they don't
Want the truth if its hurts
Nobody's waiting on me
It's all of us and the earth

These are my quirks and my flaws
The things I think you don't need
I try to put them away
But they stay on my sleeve

sometimes im still lost and all
wish it was easier to call it off
maybe it's a sign, i'm doing fine
at least i know where to go tonight

If I wanna take my time
Then they just gotta deal with it
Maybe I can change my mind
But my heart is always listening

Never gonna be online
With the fear they try to put in me
Always gonna be just fine
Cause baby I'm a wannabe

I don't have to be a boy, no
I don't have to be a girl, no
I can do what I enjoy, yeah
I can call it what I want alright
I don't have to be a boy, no
I don't have to be a girl, no
I can do what I enjoy, yeah
I can call it what I want alright

I don't, want to fit in
I do, want to be loved
I don't, want to be a burden
I do, want to be heard
I do, love you madly
I do, wanna take your hand
I do, wanna sleep on the phone
I do, wannabe with you

(wannabe with you, wannabe with you)

When I say I’m a wannabe i mean
I'm already what I wanna be
Being trans implies a journey
And that implies a destination
But I saw the path, I took the steps
Now I’m tired and sick of it
I’m right where I need to be
I’m already what I wanna be

• Electronic
• LGBT
• transgender
• Calgary