ICHABOD LIVES! by geronimostilton

Time was fake
It was so surreal
Everything i did was just trying to feel
Wish I could erase everyone's memories of me
a fresh new start, with new more shame
I look back and things are just a blur
I grew a rose, and grabbed the thorns
but the petals have escaped me so this twisted stem is all i have
I'll hold on tight until I bleed
I hate being this pathetic using human anaesthetic,
hurt me give me purpose; kill me with a contradiction
I'm surrounded but I'm all alone
I'll take everything to heart, I'll take every word as gospel
Lead me off a cliff, be the shepard of my conscious doom
Don't talk to me
Leave me alone
I am not a victim I am a wolf in sheep's clothing,
convinced by my own reflection I will instigate again
Fuck it I'm done
I always swear that I'm done
Either you're a leech or I'm a burden
I always swear that I'm done
Fuck!
I'll take your hand and stab my back to dye my shirt and make a flag,
bright blood red I swear I saw it every fucking time we talked
I'll be blinded by your fingerprints
I'll take every word you say and craft a fucking bullet,
I'll be shocked by self inflicted wounds how could I see it coming?
Self made sadness, a form of purpose
I'll take your hand and stab my back to dye my shirt and make a flag,
bright blood red I swear I saw it every fucking time we talked
I'm not real
Don't think of me
I gravitate towards this state of self aware hypocrisy,
parasitic still a critic, can't place all the blame on me
You're not real
You never were
I'll make things worse.

• Punk
• hardcore
• melodic hardcore
• skramz
• Massachusetts