excuses (demo) by Georga Raath

you hung me
like a poster on your wall
you watched me
daring me to fall
fourth grade shoes on my fifth grade feet
lampshade light so you could handle me
faded from blue, to a dim grey
told myself I'm in a happier place

but I never felt so alone as when I was with you
losing all my friends making shitty excuses for you
you were never impressed
no
I never felt so alone as when I tried to love you
losing myself like it wasn't an issue, for you
you were never impressed
no

you sold me
on beautiful lies that bled right through
the cracks in your walls
now my trust is bleeding too
poured my worth into your words
I was so surprised by how much that hurt
I painted you gold but I was so grey
asking myself, why do I stay?

coz I never felt so alone as when I was with you
losing all my friends making shitty excuses for you
you were never impressed
no
I never felt so alone as when I tried to love you
losing myself like it wasn't an issue, for you
you were never impressed
no

• Pop
• acoustic
• ballad
• breakup
• demo
• indie pop
• pop
• sad
• Perth