excuses by Georga Raath

you hung me
like a poster on your wall
you watched me
daring me to fall

fourth grade shoes on my fifth grade feet
lampshade light so you could handle me
faded from blue to a dim grey
told myself
i’m in a happier place

but i never felt so alone as when i was with you
losing all my friends making shitty excuses 
for you
you were never impressed no

i never felt so alone as
when i tried to love you
losing myself like it wasn’t an issue
for you
but you were never impressed no

you sold me
on beautiful lies that bled right through
the cracks in your walls
now my trust is bleeding too

poured my worth into your words
i was so surprised by how much that hurt
painted you gold but i was so grey
asking myself
why do I stay?

coz i never felt so alone as when I was with you
losing all my friends making shitty excuses
for you
you were never impressed no

i never felt so alone as when I tried to love you
losing myself like it wasn’t an issue
for you
you were never impressed no

• Australian music
• Boorloo
• Pop
• bedroom producer
• excuses
• heartbreak
• indie
• indie pop
• pop
• sad
• Perth