Entitlement EP by Garian

entitlement ep

this is ~14.5 minutes of self aggrandizing kwak, a musical experiment in trying to figure out my place in the world. i've spent my entire life coping with self doubt in the form of intrusive thoughts playing back every insult i have suffered, to the point where even when it is shut off my mind does not understand what to do with the clarity and relies on old behaviours in order to function. i'm not entirely happy with the way this ep has turned out, but i feel that it's as complete as i can make it at this point. i may revisit these tracks in the future, because i know myself to know i can never leave well enough alone, but i think it is time to begin a new chapter of my musical journey.

thanks to all of my friends throughout my life for believing in me when i refused to, there are far too many of you to name here. for those whom it applies, i am truly sorry for sabotaging our friendships in order to self-fulfill the loneliness prophecy.

special thanks to rogerclark and coda for hosting mod_shrine compos, without them i wouldn't have the confidence to finally put this out.

special thanks to xavier 'mv' dang, hans 'hunz' van vliet, and royal 'rs3' sefton, iii, who have all influenced my music in a deep and profound way. hellven forever, motherfuckers.