Process from Imminent Emanations by Gabriel Koenig

Sometimes I wonder if I'm losing my mind
Occasionally I think maybe I already have
There's moments when I don't know why to fit in
It helps if I imagine myself as an alien spy

Constantly I consider if I'm doing the right thing
Seldom do I ever really figure it out
I can't stop feeling that I should be thinking
I try to be blunt so I don't have to explain
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Often I ponder the concept of nothingness
I'll try to envision it as a destination
Frequently I study the ways I react
I'll do things just to find out what happens next

Always I want to identify my ticks
I tolerate them like I would a small pet
Rarely I dwell in the case of emergency
I slowly accept the rapid decline
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Habitually I let out long sighs for no real reason
I try to make time to acknowledge my privilege
Regularly I'm afraid of committing to changes
When I'm alone there's no need to compromise

Over and over I ask the same questions
Repeatedly I get new answers
Usually I reflect on the end result
I like to walk in shoes that were made for running
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Periodically I prefer to ignore some elements
Big pictures rely on rules to make any sense
Now and again I recognize how everything could shift
I'm reluctant to dedicate myself to a paradigm

Invariably I realize I'm forgetting about something
Absurdity is an escape and my only defence
Customarily I make mistakes to view myself through them
I can't trust myself cause I know that I'm human
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This is a process
We're making progress
Everybody confess
Give in to the process

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