hunkered from tascam by fear, smoking

I guess I knew
but always forget
they can see you too
up there, up there
floating 2 feet from the ground
watching you pretend you're them

I used to want to feel
no drinks at the show
so I'd live it and remember
now I'd rather feel nothing
either by my heart
or by my own accord
I though for sure I'd be dead by now

it's a beautiful time
to be alive
and even though
it's not, it's not
that's why it is
even though it's not at all

I'M LONG-WINDED
I'M HEAVY-HANDED

I guess I knew
but always forget
I can see them too
down here, down here, down here, down here
hunkered 2 feet from the ground

it's a beautiful time
to be alive
and even though it's not
that's why it is

• Punk
• coffee
• lazy
• Chicago