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Conversation with 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘴 (Last seen online Tuesday, 09/22)
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September 22, 9:34 AM -----------------------
(09:34) my dad won't stop talking about how soft the ground is behind his house.
(09:34) he's having me drive four hours from fucking toronto all the way to that shitty ann arbor house i'd been fighting so goddamn hard to leave because m̸̧̝̭̲͖̤̻̞̖̟͐̈́̐̂͜o̵̻̯̹͙͙͓̘̞̲̟̟̣̭͚̿͐́͗̌͑́̚m̵̗̭̭͙̩̬̜̈́̂̀̇̿̋̍̎̑͜ apparently left him. dude i don't care you were the one that fucking tore the family apart
(09:35) i literally end up doing this like once a fucking month. dads like paranoid and shit now and ḿ̵̠̥̯̦͂́̽̃̀̃͝o̶̢̲̹̗̍̈́̌m̸̢̧̨͕͝ won't answer my damn texts so i jsut stopped texting her i haven't seen her in like a year i guess she left her kids too when she left her husband. fuck us i guess i guess
(09:37) like he calls me all the fucking time like "the ground's so soft i keep digging up the dirt and trying to put grass on it it won't help" i don't give a shit dude
(09:38) plus every time i go to his house it fucking smells like blood and piss. fuck's wrong with my dad he's fucking going insane
(09:44) he was weirder this time like...he told me this will be the last time he bothers me. at least for a while. he told me to bring a shovel this time (probably has something to do with the stupid fucking dirt he won't shut up about). he also wasn't like. shaky and paranoid and soudning like he'd been fucking crying this time like...this time he was stoic old dad. same dad i remember. same dad that used to fucking hit me when i was eight
(09:46) he told me i might see m̸̢̳̜͍̬̞̼̣͕̳̫̞͚̭͇̔̃̀͒̋̔̎͊͘o̴̢̩̗͕͇͚̺͍̭̺̱̬͎͐͗͗̿̇̿̊̐̃̔̄̓̇͠m̷̞̋̔̃̐͗̾̎͊ again but i disregarded that because yeah he was fine this time but i think he's fucking crazy lol
(09:47) anyways see you sunday dude. since i wont be here saturday lol...driving up to fucking ann arbor again. sorry for the rant LOL im just angy bye tho!! ily xx!!

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