idontwannaspeculate by ETA

twin flame
I was split today
thoughts like knives about you
can't even meditate

reached an end
unfollow you
am I chasing a dream?
don't wanna carry these for all my life

'cause it's torture
and I'm tired
I'm bleeding out

maybe I should just let go and walk away

I don't wanna speculate
'cause it's not worth my time
I don't wanna speculate
wondering if we'll ever align

I wanna feel the warmth again
I wanna feel secure
don't wanna be tethered to something that gives me grieving,

I wanna be right here

but I'm torn up
I'm on the verge of
just lean over and tell me baby

I need to let go for things to change

I don't wanna speculate
'cause it's not worth my time
I don't wanna speculate
wondering if you'll ever align

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