THINKIN from esjiRAW by esjiRAW
THINKIN
This song is about. The songs I have written. Why do I even bother? What was I thinkin!? I don't do it for the small change. I don't do it for money. I don't do it for the spotlight. Oh me oh my! What a dilemma! I'm just practicing. I hope you don't mind. It's about busking. Performing. Playing and writing songs. Self consciousness. It's about busking, and singing to people as they walk by, kids who throw you chocolates, and toddlers who dance to your songs at the market, it's about old people who want to listen, even about the security guard, who has to tell you to move on, and tries to make out you're a piece of shit for playing there, and the cops who come along and ask you to move on, the shopping center owner idiots, and people who make up dumb rules, and won't just let you be, to sing, and be merry. You're not hurtin' anyone. No one at all. Yet the security guards will let idiots hang around who are drunk, on drugs, and let people smoke, litter, spit, trash the place, swear, have a public bitchin' match. Yet a brother can't busk and entertain people. Not doing any harm. Just practicing. The people who work at the credit union. Even opened the doors so they could hear it. But the cops have to ask me to leave. Because of the policy that the shopping center owners have in place. Newtown Plaza. Tasmania. Lol.
Tracklist
| 6. | THINKIN | 8:01 |
Lyrics
What was I thinkin'!? Why do I even bother!? I don't want your small change!? Why. Do I. Lights. Camera. Action. Why do I. Oh me oh my. Oh me oh my.
Credits
To all my mother. My old friends who influenced me to play music the most. Andrew Hack. Bridgette Pross. Heather Larter. Josef Pasanen.
Shayne Rodgers. All those who influenced, and encouraged me to play music. Domenic Frarraccio. All those who inspired me to be an artist.
Tony Woodward. Teachers. My pop. Barry. James O'Regan. All ya'll. I owe the credit to. Pantera. Dimebag. R.I.P.
License
All rights reserved.
I have been writing songs for a few years now. I intend on re-recording these ten tracks. I intend on recording another 5 to 10 tracks over the next year or two. I am not doing this for the money at all. I am doing it because I enjoy it. If you buy these songs. Then I will use the money wisely. I'll invest it. I might use it to go to Peru/Ecuador to drink Ayahuasca. Or donate it to a worthy cause.