dopamine from Murals by Murals

there it goes again,
sinking into
my life.
there it goes again,
bleeding out
so i want to find
someone who can understand me.
someone, maybe i could compare.
steal it from my life
take it away
take it all
(violent, reliant, on and on and)
take it all
(violent, stolen, violent, on and on)
i know it's important
(my time)
i'll be just fine in this hell
some sort of satisfaction
feelin' sorry for myself
here we go again i can't control it,
locked in memories.
am i worthless?
rumination cell
screen.
don't want to think too much.
don't want to think too much.
take it all
(violent, reliant, on and on and)
take it all
(violent, stolen, violent, on and on)
it's yours. It's yours.
it's..
just pain
just shame
just blame
just me.

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