snow day from somewhere secret by enchantments

its easy to say nothing when somethings on your mind
its hard to feel good when you know youre wasting time
through every circle in my life ill draw a line
and write down all directions that ive come to find
im not the same
im not the boy you thought you met just yesterday
and you should know
i changed my name
and i erased every lingering bit of shame

cuz im fucking tired of the person i used to be
i feel his shadow and its hanging over me
im reaching out to anyone beyond the night
so take my hands and bring me back into the light
it burns my eyes
but its so much better than the numbness of the lies
and honestly? im far from fine
but im still here because id rather be alive

• Pop
• White Plains