Crave from Unveil by ElysianSoul

My self-destructive habits
Are starting up again,
These voices are forcing
Their way back in,
Because I take them all to heart,
And I take them all on board,
And I’ll crawl into the comfort of my
Traumas and my flaws.

And I’ll hold myself,
Under,
And down, down, down,
I go.

Oh, I crave it tonight,
Sever darkness and light,
Oh, I’m playing with fire,
Oh, I feel so alive,
Fuel the sickness inside,
Self-destructive desire.

Give me the ammunition,
To trigger dark intention,
A feeling so elysian,
Don’t smother my supply.
And I’ve only scratched the surface,
With these scars along my arms,
My merciless addiction
Cuts much deeper than self-harm does.

And I’ll hold myself,
Under,
And down, down, down,
I’ll go.

Oh, I crave it tonight,
Sever darkness and light,
Oh, I’m playing with fire,
Oh, I feel so alive,
Fuel the sickness inside,
Self-destructive desire.

I’ll hold myself under,
And down I go.
I’ll hold myself under,
And down I go.

My self-destructive habits
Are starting up again,
These voices are forcing
Their way back in,
And I’ve only scratched the surface,
With these scars along my arms,
My merciless addiction
Cuts much deeper than self-harm.

Oh, I’m carving the lines,
Tortured by phantom crimes,
Every one marked on my wrists,
Oh, I am ever silent still,
Use my hatred as my fuel,
Make me crave this.

Heal my torment within,
Press the blade to my skin,
And succumb to my failures.

• Electronic
• psychological
• singer-songwriter
• United Kingdom