drowning from drowning by erin springs

I look back on all I've ever done

Was it worth it when my presence

Inflamed an already aching wound

And did I accomplish anything all?

Are you just like me

Delusional with a knife in arms reach

The ringing in your ears gets louder over time

Can you feel it growing around me?

If you put a Geiger counter against my heart

What would you hear?

I've said that I'm not worth it

Yet you keep asking if I'm fine

At this point I'll take the knife myself

Instead of waiting for it to be plunged in my gut

And yet you still love me

And yet you still love me despite what they say

And you love me despite everything

Why is that?

I can't keep going on

I can't keep going on

I can't keep going on

I can't keep going on

Please don't judge me

Please don't judge me

Please don't judge me

Please don't judge me

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