i from Metamorph by Elise Burcham

driving past your house
remember the times
you acted like you cared
everything felt fine
I was at my weakest
when you came back in
taking advantage
getting under my skin

and our souls don't resonate quite like they used to
you only come back in when the planets align
you've become someone that I've grown so close to
but patterns repeat patterns always with time

and I- wont forget the truth and
I- wont be controlled by you and
I- wish things were different but
I- accept there's no room for indigence and
i- you knew me the most but
i- you let your darkness show and
I- held you so high and
I- idealized

rereading the two
letters you sent
wishing the words
really meant what they meant
you make me feel safe
but panic at the same time
you've taught me so much
but its time to say goodbye

cause our souls don't resonate quite like they used to
you only come back in when the planets align
you've become someone that I've grown so close to
but patterns repeat patterns always with time

and I- wont forget the truth and
I- wont be controlled by you and
I- wish things were different but
I- accept there's no room for indigence and
i- you knew me the most but
i- you let your darkness show and
I- held you so high and
I- idealized

a version of you
where your faults had evolved
those lines that caused earthquakes
when your presence dissolved
I hope that you learn
how to love yourself more
sever the cycles of lives lived before
truly wish you the best
though you've hurt me time and again
hope you get the life you deserve
however fate should intend

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