Fallen Leaves from Erased Agendas by Eka Aether

I found an old backup
it came from my emotionally distorted past
Am I still a child?

We were wandering in an ocean of fallen leaves
I wanted to scream but my lips were sealed
I wanted to confess but was afraid you would leave

I could have talked back then
we had no hurry
and could fix everything well
but I have wasted every occasion
and three simple words are now lost

I am writing these letters from places
that we’ve never been together
and I’m becoming terrorized
just to take a journey through my mind
Am I still a child?

Hiding encrypting misleading
in so many layers of different realities
No light can pass them all
In this labyrinth I am paralysed

Leaves have now reached my neck
but in 20 years you never came back
I've tried to replace you, but I can't

• Alternative
• art rock
• electroacoustic
• experimental
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• piano
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